Tuesday, November 01, 2005
L.![f.e] ...well ... haven't blog for almost a month ... bah ... well ... in the midst of my Os now ... what can i say ... i'm stress ... i'm sick of all this exam thing ... i just want to get it over and done with ... yup ... i'm not gonna lament over the fact that everyone else is having their holidays while i'm not cos they have either gone through the Os or are going to go through in time to come ... so hey ... this suffering is kinda fair if you think about it ...
bah ... well ... life's been a roller coster for me lately ... people around me are having problems ... well ... God is really one-of-a-kind ... trust me on this ... when he gives you trials ... he really gives you trials ... and it's like suddenly ... just when you think it's already the end of the world ... haa ... guess what ? the worst has yet to come ... yup ... and then ... you'll be like wow ... what's all this ... or ... why are all this happening to me ... well ... the simple reason is
God has a reason for allowing all this to happen to you ... haa ... reality check ... time to think logically ... well .. it could either be to make you a stronger person ... to test your faith in him ... to remind you to rely on him and not on your own strength ... or well ... just something that he wants you to understand ... take note of or to prepare you for something worse or something that you're gonna do in the future or with your life ...
yup ... that's the most simple and yet logical way to think about all your problems and etc etc ... but ... i really thank God still for whatever that he puts me through cos no matter what ... he'll always provide a way out ...like they say ...
when God closes the door , he always opens the window ... i mean think about it yourself and see whether it applies to you too ... no matter how bad your trouble is ... no matter how serious your problems are ... you are still able to tide over it at the end of the day ... no matter how long it takes ... you'll still be able to get through it ... it's true ... no matter what ... he'll always make sure that whatever you go through will not be too much for you to handle ... in his heart ... he knows you have the capacity to handle it ... to overcome it ... and no matter what ... he'll always ensure that there are people around you to help you through your problems ... even if it's just lending a shoulder to cry on or a listening ear ...
no one met by accident ... we all met each other ... knew each other ... all according to God's plan ... whether you know this or not ... there's a reason why your path cross the paths of the people in your life ... through problems you'll understand why ... and through happy times ... it's their company that doubles your joy ... they are like angels ... they are the people that God sent to you ... to make you a better person ... to help you in times of trouble ... and they help mould you into who you are today ... everyone exist as a different person from one another ... but no matter what the difference is ... there's always one similarity that can never be change ... and that is ... from them ... overflows the love of God ... from them ... you can feel God's touch and loving kindness ... and also from them ( your parents ) ... God's unhappiness when something wrong is done ... it's amazing isn't it ?
whatever the case is ... no matter what happens ... there's also one thing that will never change even if the people aorund you do ... and that is God's unfailing and never changing love for you and i ... your family and friends might leave you ... but no matter what ...
God will never forsake you ... he loves you too much to do that ... even if you do something wrong ... he'll still love you ... even if you hate him ... he'll still love you ... he'll always be there for you and he'll never change ... he'll be the same ... always ... and he'll always be there for you ... throughout eternity ... forever and ever ...
God is always around you ... he's always watching you ... he knows when you're hurting ... crying ... happy ... laughing ... angry ... scared ... worried ... he knows everything that you're going through ... he knows you inside out ... outside in ... he know you more than you know yourself ... more than anyone else know you ... he knows what you're thinking ... what you're feeling ... what you want ... what you need ...
God knows everything ... but sadly ... although everyone know this ... they also always forget this ... they know the words ... but the true essence of the words ... the importance of the words ... that God knows everything ... has never or seldom occured to them ...
God will not bring you , where he can't lead you ... understand this ... and your problems ... your fears ... your worries ... will suddenly ... seem to all disappear ... that suddenly ... a heavy burden is lifted from you ... try this ... when everything ... seems bleak ... seems hopeless ... just think of this sentence ... and believe in it ... have faith in it ... and all ... ALL of your fears ... worries ... doubts ... troubles ... problems ... will all be lifted from you ... will all disappear ... because God is also there to carry all your burdens ... all your pains ... all your hurts ... everything ... that is why he carried the cross ... to bear all our burdens and also to tell you that when you give this all to him ... he'll never reject you ... he'll carry it all for you ... and with him ... all your burdens will be gone ... because
your burdens together with your SINS were crucified with Jesus on the cross ...
i'm not sure how many of you will be reading this ... how many of you will even care ... but if you feel something tugging on your heart ... something suddenly bothering you after reading this ... and if you don't attend a church ... maybe you can try attending one ... let me know ... in any case if after reading this ... if something is bothering you ... then at least i'll know that God is speaking through this to you ... thank you ... and God bless ...
with much love ,
cheryn ...
posted at 11/01/2005 05:23:00 pm
